Lilypie Second Birthday tickers

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Wednesday, 2 August 2006

Sad and teary

Why is it some days you wake up feeling great and other days you just want to cry all day? I have no idea why but today I'm feeling quite depressed. It seems Chris is too.

I've already cried twice today, and I'm not 100% sure why. I think once was because I was reading some of the girls posts on Fertility Friends and it seems that so many of them are getting positive results, there seems to be only 2 or 3 girls who got a negative, everyone else is getting their wish.

I am pleased for these girls as they have all been through the struggle that we have to get pregnant, and they deserve it as much as anyone, but I guess I can't help but feel jealousy as they are now going on to have their baby and I have to start again with no guarantees that this time will work either.

I also miss Chris. He goes off to London every day at 7.30am, and gets home 12 hours later, he gets hardly any time with me when we were used to being together 24/7 (which suits us well as we are so good together).

I'm going to go now, I'm depressing myself even more and I need to do something that will make me smile.

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