Another quiet day, it's going to be like this for the next 10 days! You will get slowly more bored of reading this blog as it becomes strangely repetitive!
I've had a few more cramps today, it's like a dull ache, but still no sign of my period. I'm hoping that everything is alright. I go through moments where I'm sure it's all OK, then I think things like - the success rate for one embryo implantation is 35%, which to be quite frank isn't very high.
However 2 girls on the fertility board reported they got a positive on their pregnancy tests today (not at the same clinic as me), so this is good news and reminds me that IVF does work and I have to remain positive until test day!
Chris is tired tonight, he got home at a reasonable time today which pleased him, he has been working hard and is under a lot of pressure with his job. The IVF just adds to his worries which must make things doubly hard for him. Lots of people ask me how I am, I wish more would ask Chris how he is too - he might not be going through the physical endurance that I'm dealing with, but to be honest the emotional side is far tougher. I can deal with physical pain, needles, tummy ache and bloating but the rollercoaster we are both on emotionally is the hardest part of all. I just wish I could get off it at the other end now, and know that we had won the prize.
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