Still scared

I went for my usual middle of the night pee at around 3.30am and discovered that the red bleeding had started again :( I don't understand why this is happening but I hope that our scan on Tuesday will reveal more.

By this morning it had tailed off to dark brown once again and we used the doppler to find the heartbeat this morning so all is still ok.

I really wish that we could just be allowed to relax and enjoy this pregnancy, After the last lot of bleeding at around 7 weeks I was just beginning to think that everything had calmed down and was going to get easier, but this week has just put me right back where we started with the worry.

We are now 12 weeks and 1 day, everyone says that after 12 weeks it is safe, but I know this isn't true so I'm not likely to stop worrying just yet! It is incredibly frustrating.

In other news - Chris and I were interviewed for Psychologies magazine a few months ago - well this has now been published. Click the image below to view a bigger version. If you find the bigger version is hard to read then click the image as some browsers shrink it a bit to fit!