I know, there isn't really anything to be sad about right now, we have a frozen cycle to look forward to next month then the possibility of the US after that. So why am I sad?
Well to be honest, I'm sad quite a lot of the time. But I hide it well.
Not a week goes by when I don't cry for Matthew, and not a day goes by where I don't think of him and wonder what he would be like now. I miss him.