Nervous for tomorrow

I haven't been this nervous before, seems funny really as in the past we have had four fresh IVF cycles - each one costing between £4000 and £5000 but that seemed OK!

For some reason, I've had butterflies several times so far on this cycle! On the mornings when I've had to go for scans, and also today - I just feel nervous! and I have no idea why...

Tomorrow is the big day for the transfer, and Matthews anniversary so it will be a funny sort of day filled with happiness and hope for the future as well as sadness for the past.

I pray that this one will work, and that we can once again end up with the crappy odds, only this time for a good thing (we usually get the crappy odds for bad things) and that in a couple of weeks time I can be posting good news on here.

Wish me luck...