It's official, we did the clinic test this morning and it came up negative as expected :(
So that's it for this month, I have to wait for my period now then we 'should' be able to start again on the next one. This will be dependant on what Woking say after I've had a meeting with the consultant. I will call them today and see if I can get an appointment.
I don't know what else to say really today, it's so hard when you have to accept failure and start over, but at the same time once we have gotten over the initial feeling of despair we are very good at picking ourselves up and looking to the future, as this is all we have.
In this game you simply cannot dwell on the past, all the things that could and should have been, you just have to get back on the rollercoaster and go again. If you do dwell too much on what went wrong, you would drive yourself insane and you'd never move forward.
I'm so glad that I have Chris standing beside me through this, he is so supportive and is right there with me holding my hand. I am truly blessed that I have such a wonderful husband.
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Friday, 3 August 2007
Wednesday, 1 August 2007
I don't think this has worked :(
We did a test this morning. It came back as a negative :(
We have both been so hopeful that this IVF would work for us, and that we would be pregnant again, but sadly I don't think that it has. Usually if you test 2 days early you will get a result that will tell you what is going on - last time I tested 2 days early it came up positive (also a lot of my FF friends test early and they get their results too).
A friend of mine who lost twins last year had her embryos transferred on the same day as me also tested today and she got a positive (congrats to her!) so for us I'm sure this is over.
I feel gutted. I don't even know how to describe the empty feeling and the despair. Chris is too. We were so hoping that this would be our time.
Once again we are back at square one, facing another £4000 gamble and more heartbreak.
I pray that something will change in the next 2 days and we will get a late positive, but I'm not hopeful now.
We have both been so hopeful that this IVF would work for us, and that we would be pregnant again, but sadly I don't think that it has. Usually if you test 2 days early you will get a result that will tell you what is going on - last time I tested 2 days early it came up positive (also a lot of my FF friends test early and they get their results too).
A friend of mine who lost twins last year had her embryos transferred on the same day as me also tested today and she got a positive (congrats to her!) so for us I'm sure this is over.
I feel gutted. I don't even know how to describe the empty feeling and the despair. Chris is too. We were so hoping that this would be our time.
Once again we are back at square one, facing another £4000 gamble and more heartbreak.
I pray that something will change in the next 2 days and we will get a late positive, but I'm not hopeful now.
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